Monday, May 30, 2011

23-30 MAY Training Week; Memorial Day

I'll start with the lighter, good news: I ran 17.5 miles yesterday, part of which was in an organized trail run with the Wellington Scottish. The legs are feeling strong and healthy, and although not 100%, I'm gaining confidence. It put me at about 60 miles for the week, which is another milestone. Again, I've been slowly adding miles to prepare for the 50 miler in late August. The improvements continue.

My second subject is Memorial Day. It is hard to put into words, sometimes, what it means to a person, because the range of emotions are great. Generally, the closer the loss, the more the person identifies with that soldier, sailor, airman or marine that passed away. There are three names that I carry with me all the time, that I see in my mind's eye; the feeling is significantly enhanced for Memorial Day. In fact, the very first time I came home after my first deployment to Iraq, I sat in a Memorial Day church service in which the minister chose to include a short slide show of Minnesotans that had been killed in action. It only took until, I think, the third one in the slideshow, for a face similar to one of the three that I keep with me - and I had to very quickly exit and find my way to a bathroom. It was amazing to me how violently an emotional response can surface...

I've been targeting stories related to soldier remembrance this past week, and found two that I hope you look at.

The first has its genesis in a NY Times article about General Martin Dempsey, the newly minted Army Chief of Staff that will soon be nominated to be the Chairman of the Joint Chiefs of Staff. [As a side note, he was the one that conferred on me the "Army Athlete of the Year" award.] In the story, there are two paragraphs that I can identify with, and I think exemplify what nearly every soldier, sailor, airman and marine feel toward fallen friends:

On General Dempsey’s Pentagon desk is a carved wooden box, one of three made for him and his two deputy commanders of the First Armored Division after their Iraq deployment in 2003 and 2004. Inside, General Dempsey keeps laminated cards, each bearing a photograph and biographical information on one of the 122 soldiers killed in action during the 15-month mission.

Every morning, General Dempsey opens the box and selects a half-dozen cards that he carries in his pocket that day. On the box is etched “Make It Matter,” a reminder that his four-star responsibilities must serve the memory of those troops.

My second story is about an Army couple, Max and Kim Voelz - both EOD techs that served in the same unit in Iraq in 2003-2004. I won't beat around the bush: Kim died while responding to a mission that Max had to send her on (as she was nearer the bomb). The National Public Radio story includes a link to Max telling the story, in his own words, as part of a larger American audio history effort (Storycorps). It is, in a word, heartbreaking.

I'm sincerely sorry if this has been a depressing post. In my estimation, there is no way around how brutal and horrifying war is for combatants and those left behind. Deaths never end, because the memories of those deaths continue on as unseen wounds in wives, husbands, fathers, mothers, children...and that is certainly part of Memorial Day.

We are thankful for their sacrifice, honor it appropriately, but always remember that at its core is a terrible gap that can never be repaired.

Sunday, May 22, 2011

9 - 22 MAY Training Week; Sacrifice and the American Public

The past two weeks have gone well - 52 miles last week and just shy of 50 this week. Last Saturday I did a 15 mile run through some really tough headwinds at a 7 minute/mile pace. I'm hopeful that I can do a 20 miler this coming Sunday with the local run club, but I'm not so sure that's going to happen with our baby (Grace Victoria) being due in exactly one week (29 May!). We're excited and ready for her to breathe oxygen with the rest of humanity...Rachel (my wife) is feeling pretty ready to go. That said, I'll be sure to post a picture when it all happens. And with a 50 miler coming in 3 months you can be sure that training won't stop, no matter what the decrease in sleep brings!
The Washington Post ran a story back in early March about Marine Lt. Gen. John Kelly (the older marine pictured at left). Tom Cocchiarella tagged it at one point, and I sort of left it, but then read it about a week ago and it was so stirring that I almost cried in the library. It was very, very difficult to read, because I know the sentiment all too well. Lt. Gen. Kelly and his two sons have served 11 combat tours in the last 8 years. Even considering that marine tours are generally shorter (7 months on, 7 months off) - this is an amazing thought. 11 goodbyes.

But what created the lump in my throat was that Lt. Gen. Kelly recently lost one of those sons (he was about my age) in Afghanistan. And a family friend from recovery makes it into the story - who is a brother to my wife's sister's boyfriend (wow, that was tough to connect correctly).

Four days after his loss, Lt. Gen. Kelly gave a speech to the Military Officers Association of America (MOAA). He touched on two subjects that, I think, cut to the heart of the uniformed military's struggle with recent sacrifice. First, less than 1% of American citizens wear a uniform, and even fewer are on active duty. We are not a draft force anymore, we recycle our soldiers into and out of combat as opposed to the "once in, once out" model.

Second, the military is becoming a family business. Mine is not unlike Kelly's: my younger brother is in the Army Reserve (two yearlong deployments, same as me), and my youngest brother is currently deciding between the Air Force and the Coast Guard. These two realities make the force more insular, more segmented, and clustered. These are not necessarily negative - but easily can slip into cancerous negativity. The guardians of society will always be a little different due to their self-preference for the profession of arms (even if it's economically motivated) - but must always feel included and a part of the American society. Because when those that voluntarily defend the republic feel as though their sacrifice is not honored (or even cared for), we'll have systemic problems that will be difficult to repair.

Which is why I run, compete for, write, and support the Wounded Warrior Project - because I know that our soldiers, sailors, airmen and marines deserve support for the immense burden they've shouldered on our behalf. I hope you feel the same way.


Saturday, May 14, 2011

Legitimacy, Legality, Ethics and Justice - Osama bin Laden's Death

It's amazing to think that Time magazine named Adolf Hitler "Person of the Year" in 1938 - I was reminded of that the other day - hence my decision to go with the Osama bin Laden (OBL) cover at right.

In reading opinion pieces the past week and a half since OBL's death, I've come across a striking number of responses with two general lines of criticism: 1. that the raid was illegal, and 2. that the killing was unethical or immoral (i.e. unarmed execution or assassination). On first glance, I generally shrug off those sorts of comments, but, over time, I've decided that I need to educate myself further on the subject and develop a fact-based opinion. So here goes:


1. Was this legitimate as a military attack?

The appropriate lens for analysis of the operation in Pakistan is that which applies to military operations. The mission was famously undertaken by 79 Navy SEALS and supported by helicopters from the U.S. Army. Even if some of the information that enabled the raid was developed by CIA and other intelligence community assets, this was clearly a military operation, run by Joint Special Operations Command (and Vice Admiral McRaven).

Therefore, this falls under Title 10 of U.S. law (governing military forces), as opposed to Title 50 (governing covert operations). There have been commentators that have suggested that as the threat has evolved, the line between purely military operations and covert actions has been blurred - however, it is clear that this particular instance was a military operation.

Most importantly, as a military operation, this operation was subject to several ethical constraints that fall under the rubric of Military necessity -

*Did the operation aid in the defeat of the enemy?
Yes
: massive amount of intelligence gained, 5 computers, 10 hard drives, 100 storage devices; decapitation of the enemy's military leader; initiative seized from Al Qaeda providing leverage in Af/Pak efforts; deterrence against future terrorist leaders.

*Was the attack on a military objective?
Yes: OBL was without question the military leader of an organization that declared war, via fatwa, on the U.S. in 1996. Killed 220 in E. Africa embassy bombings, USS Cole bombing killed 17 U.S. sailors, and nearly 3,000 Americans and global citizens on September 11, 2001.

*Was the potential harm caused to civilians proportionate to the anticipated military advantage gained?
Yes: The selection of a helicopter assault as opposed to aerial bombardment using smart munitions is critical here. Bombing the target would have been justified due to OBL's status, however, it is clear that the desire for intelligence to continue efforts against Al Qaeda held sway against the low-risk option. President Obama chose the more discriminate, higher risk, higher reward option - thereby saving the lives of three of his wives and some of his children (and enabling intelligence collection from them as well). This decision is not to be understated when one considers President Jimmy Carter's failed 1980 Operation Eagle Claw - and it's disastrous failure.

All that ground work laid down, I feel ready to tackle the questions that have been raised regarding OBL's death, principally, was this legal, ethical and just?

2. Was this legal?

My first thought is that the law is always subject to challenge - lawyer's are generally trained to avoid moralistic notions of the law (hence Justice Oliver Wendell Holmes' "Bad Man" focus on material consequences). As a consequence, there will certainly be people who are poised to make an argument for the other side of the ledger. The issue is whether there is a strong case to be made for a legal operation.

The legal criticisms center on two issues, U.S. and international law. The first is, as stated above, the distinction between Title 10 and Title 50, and this analysis puts the helicopter assault in the Title 10 category. Additionally, shortly after September 11, 2001, the U.S. Congress passed the Authorization for the Use of Military Force. The resolution lets the president use "all necessary and appropriate force against those nations, organizations, or persons" he determines aided in the 9/11 attacks. It justifies the actions in the name of self-defense, "to prevent any future acts of international terrorism against" the U.S. To go back to Justice Holmes, this falls under his "clear and present danger" doctrine. Additionally, some have said that killing OBL was an assassination, prohibited under Executive Order 11905 (result of the Church Committee). However, this executive order applies to political leaders and not military leaders. Although one could make a decent straw man's argument that OBL was a political leader (elected by who? of what?) - it is clear that his role as a military leader (making him fair game) is much more important.

The second criticism is that the raid violated international laws of sovereignty. It is true that international laws on armed conflict and provisions in the Charter of the UN generally require foreign nations to obtain consent from host nations prior to military operations on the host nations soil. There is, however, one well-recognized caveat: that the host country is both capable and willing to deal with the threat itself. Pakistan's official government policy is that it too is fighting against Al Qaeda. OBL living in the same town as Pakistan's military academy: the very definition of negligence - Res ipsa loquitor. CIA Director Panetta's statement, that Pakistan was either "incompetent" or "involved" is enough of an argument to easily meet the standard of this well-known international law.

Lastly, some have suggested that he should have been brought to justice and tried in a court of law. One argument is that, like Nuremberg, his crimes should have been put on display to the world. However, these arguments fail on scrutiny - they focus on the end without recognizing the difficulty of getting there. Is there any doubt that had OBL surrendered, walked into the U.S. Embassy in Pakistan, the U.S. would have been forced to try him legally? The Nazi's were put on trial after the war had ended and Germany had surrendered. The raid did not expressly rule out a trial - in fact - it gave trial a possibility (as opposed to air strike) had OBL fully surrendered.

3. Was this ethical?

The greatest challenge here is that OBL was unarmed. In most contexts, shooting an unarmed man would be indefensible, however, as David Axe of Danger Room points out:

"some observers have focused on whether bin Laden was armed and fought his Navy SEAL assailants. But that’s confusing covert and military actions with cases of armed self-defense by cops and civilians here at home. The situations couldn’t be more different."
This was a military operation, which took place under cover of complete darkness (requiring each SEAL to wear night vision goggles), in a foreign country (presumably with Pakistani security forces ready to respond to what might be perceived as a threat), with a helicopter down, and the principal objective was a man any reasonable person would suspect capable of self-detonation.

This last point is not to be taken lightly: going into OBL's compound must be considered a very risky operation with a very high threat level. Considering that he had money and two phone numbers stitched into his bedclothes, one can confirm suspicions that OBL had planned for being found - and it isn't a logical leap to suggest that he might have been prepared to destroy himself or his organizational documents with some sort of explosive. As such, I'm certain that the SEALs had "loose" rule of engagement - some might read that for the purpose of vengence, but, a person that understands the exigencies of military operations would understand that the value of the intelligence in the room (and for the sake of going home alive), pulling the trigger was likely a reasonable thing to do.

4. Was this justice?

The last point on ethics is to counter those that refute President Obama's statement that "justice has been done." To be sure, this action was not traditional/civilian/court of law justice as it is practiced in most of the modern world. It is not right to characterize this action in those terms - as a military operation, it stands apart.

As such, this legitimate, legal and ethical raid to eliminate OBL as a threat to the U.S. (capture or kill) and gain intelligence on the Al Qaeda network which resulted in OBLs death - does retain an element of justice. Although not specifically intended (if it were, why not select the air strike?), OBLs death is in truth, an older form of justice. His victims, from all nations and faith backgrounds, deserve this sense of justice. To deny this concept under most exceptional circumstances like this is excessively "rational." Every once in a great while, there are individuals that are not fit to live amongst humanity. Osama bin Laden was such a case. His death was legitimate, legal, ethical and just.

Sunday, May 8, 2011

2 MAY - 8 MAY Training Week; Caregiver's VA Benefits

51 miles this week, with a complete rest today (Sunday). So that's 51 miles in 6 days of training. And, yesterday, I did 13.1 miles, a half marathon, in 1 hour, 31 minutes, or roughly a 7 minute/mile pace. I did two strength workouts, one on Tuesday and one on Friday, again focusing on the core, hips, and quadriceps. I'm up to three sets of 4 minutes with wall sitting, a good sign that I'm getting more strength into the knee joint.

Speaking of which, I missed my acupuncture appointment this week - just too busy. With Kevin (my brother) leaving, two papers to write, and seeing the midwife with Rachel on Friday, it just wasn't in the cards. I still have pain in the joint, but not enough to keep me from running. I stretch it out post-run as much as I can, and have fairly good range of motion. I'm beginning to believe that this is a condition that will not go away, one that I'll have to manage as opposed to solve. As long as I get my daily run, I guess I'll take it.

That still leaves a lot of work to do between now and this 50 miler at the end of August. To go from being excited about running 50 miles in 6 days to being trained to run 50 miles in one stretch is no easy feat. Locally, I'm thinking about a trail race (about 12 miles) on the 29th of this month - which might not happen because that's our due date! Second, there's a road marathon here in town on, I think, 19 June. I feel confident that I could be ready to run that, but not really race it. We'll see. That's the more likely of the two options, going forward. And it would be a useful training event - running 26 miles on 19 June would be a step in the right direction for 50 miles at the end of August. Again, there's lots of work to be done between now and then!

That said, I'm very pleased to pass along that "Veteran's caregivers now eligible for VA benefits." Starting this coming week, the VA will provide financial support to caregivers for severely wounded Veterans. I can't say how grateful I am to have read that. Rachel and I attended a WWP event, well, exactly a year ago, in which one of the keynote speakers talked about the work the WWP has been doing in supporting this cause.

Headlines about successes like the caregiver support - that's why I support the Wounded Warrior Project. I'm proud to be a supporter!

All my best & Keep moving forward, Matt

Sunday, May 1, 2011

25 APR - 1 MAY Training Week; "Home Fires" NY Times Series

This past week shows continued development. Approximately 47 miles, including a 10 miler yesterday (at 7:30/mile pace). With today, being Sunday, off (trying to keep the Sabbath holy and, well, for family purposes). So 6 days, 47 miles, nearly an 8 mile/day average.

The broken foot still feels not quite right, but, certainly not broken anymore. I have a follow up in a couple weeks with the orthopedic doctor to confirm (via x-ray) that I haven't left myself with a stress fracture. The knee continues to make progress, albeit slow. It still hurts in its own way, but the pain is slight enough to not warrant serious attention. I'm hoping for continued improvement each week until it's just about gone entirely (but maybe that's wishful thinking).

It all adds up to this: I have 4 months until my Western States 100 (2012) qualifier at the Great Naseby Water Race 50 Miler, and then some recovery until the North Face US 50k Championships in early December. I'm hoping to get to a strong 80 miles/week by the end of July, with a few back to back Friday/Saturday runs that total 50 miles or so, leading up to Naseby. Keep your fingers crossed!


The picture at left was drawn by former artist of the US Marine Corps Michael D. Fay. He's working with the NY Times on a series about our nation's wounded...specifically, their recoveries.

NY Times series following severely wounded Marines through recovery.

It's an unabridged look at the daily grind, the steps it takes (actually, very, very small steps) to get back to some semblance of normal. Please consider reading the story, and take special note of the difficulty in just getting into the wheelchair - think of how it must be to have to go through such a struggle to get to be a mobile person. I'd compare it to having to go through an hour long hot yoga session every time you wanted to get in the car.

That's all for this week. Rachel and I are down to a month or so until Grace Victoria is born...we're getting very excited to meet her!
All my best & Keep moving forward, Matt